A Small Problem

It all started so innocently.

Driving back to the house, I decide to stop by the library to see if the book I placed on hold has come in yet. I was just there yesterday, picking up two other books that I had on hold—is this one here yet? Alas, it is not. No matter; I can do a little research while I am here. Hmm, Nolo’s book on estate planning appears to be that for which I am looking.

Satisfied with my find, I head back to the front to check out and notice the Great Courses on CD and pick up the great debate on the American Constitution. Now, I am completely distracted and wander the shelves, idly picking up books that catch my eye until, 30 minutes later, I find myself walking out of the library with a total of six books and twelve half-hour lectures on CD.

Now, I am sitting at home, happy as a clam, surrounded by a mass of books from the library and that I received for Christmas. But, as you can see, I have a small problem.

What should I read first?

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Little Known Facts

When Did I get a Teenager?

  • One of my top picks for Emily’s name was Massey — it would have been fitting given her red hair.
  • Kids grow into sassy little teenagers sooner than you think — this picture nails Em’s attitude exactly.
  • Apparently, the boy–girl divisions start around preschool. Last week, Em informed me that boys are yucky and since I am a boy, I am yucky too.
  • Kids become devious sooner rather than later. After telling me that she didn’t love me and was not my friend, I informed Em that I only read good-night stories to my friends. She then quickly changed her mind and stated that I was her “best friend”. This lasted until I put her to bed, where she grinned and told me that I was yucky once more.

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Holism vs. Reductionism in Research

Lately, I have given a good bit of thought as to how I research new topics. There are two related concepts in philosophy, Holism and Reductionism, that play together in how I approach research. Holism was put forth by Aristotle as “The whole is more than the sum of its parts.” The concept of reductionism is defined as the opposite: “The whole is nothing more than the sum of its parts.” Which is the natural way for me to approach researching new topics?

When learning something new, I have a tendency to split my efforts into multiple strata. First, I get a broad overview of the topic and try to just get a feel for the basics. At this point, I am not concerned with doing calculations or working any types of problems. I just was to get a rough feel for the topic. As I study, I make a note of topics that interest me further. Once I feel like I have a good overview, I pick the most interesting topic and dig a deeper into it. This is the point where I start to try to apply what I am learning, either by working problems or writing programs. However, I never really go too deep on any one topic—I tend to bounce around all of the topics that interest me, chipping away at the terminology bit by bit, working a little more, until I feel like I have a good enough understanding of the topic to satisfy my interest.

So, where do I fall along the holism—reductionism line? Well, I would say that, in general, I take a more holistic view of research. To me, the whole is more important than the individual parts. I only want to know enough of the parts so that I feel like I have a good enough understanding of the whole. I think that plays into my Jack of All Trades syndrome. If I can grasp the Big Picture of a topic, it is infinitely more valuable to me than if I become an expert in all of the little pieces.

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A Mathematician’s Apology (Addendum): Importance

On Monday, I explored two questions of Hardy’s:

  1. Is what you are doing important?
  2. Why do you do it?

I came to the conclusion that my endless pursuit of knowledge was not very important in the grand scheme of things, since I was not sharing it with other people. Afterwards, Ashley and I were talking about the different levels of importance. She made the point that, although I did not feel like what I was doing was important, my pursuit of learning set a very good example for Emily and, on that level, it was important.

There is no absolute scale in importance. How important an activity is lies in the context in which it is viewed. If you feel that your job is not very important, maybe you are demonstrating a good work ethic to your coworkers or your children. Each activity must be viewed through the prism of your life to find its significance. If you find an activity important enough to spend your time on it, do the be you can. If it is important to you, there is a good chance it is important to someone else as well.

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A Mathematician’s Apology: Motives

I am still reading through G. H. Hardy’sA Mathematician’s Apology”; it is a very interesting essay, but it is fairly long after riding seven miles a night on the bike, I have not felt much like reading. However, Hardy has some ideas about the motives behind research that I found interesting:

There are many highly respected motives which may lead men to prosecute research, but three which are much more important than the rest. The first (without which the rest must come to nothing) is intellectual curiosity, desire to know the truth. Then, professional pride, anxiety to be satisfied with one’s performance, the shame that overcomes any self-respecting craftsman when his work is unworthy of his talent. Finally, ambition, desire for reputation, and the position, even the power or the money, which it brings. It may be fine to feel, when you have done your work, that you have added to the happiness or alleviated the sufferings of others, but that will not be why you did it. So if a mathematician, or a chemist, or even a physiologist, were to tell me that the driving force in his work had been the desired to benefit humanity, then I should not believe him (nor should I think the better of him if I did). His dominant motives have been those which I have stated, and in which, surely, there is nothing of which any decent man need be ashamed.

It is important to note that Hardy attributes these motives to be the driving reasons why people perform research; obviously, there are other professions, such as teaching or social work as a few examples, that may have alternate, altruistic motives.

Reflecting these motives back on myself, I find that they fit fairly well in that order. First and foremost, I want to know the answer to the question that I am pursuing. As an aside, I find myself asking questions during the most random times and wanting to know the answer. The other night while giving Em a bath, I couldn’t remember what eigenvalues and eigenvectors were, so I had to fetch my Linear Algebra text and look it up while Em was entertained with bath crayons. There was no particular reason why this flitted through my head, but it did and I had to know the answer. What can I say, I am a little weird. Secondly, when I am writing software, I want my programs to work correctly when other people get their hands on them. Finally, I want to be thought of well in whatever I am doing. Luckily, the first two motives usually help to drive this third one along.

I especially like Hardy’s statement that “there is nothing of which any decent man need be ashamed”. Yes, doing things for the greater good is noble, but if you do not get joy and satisfaction from what you do, you will become burned out and no longer want to do it. Maybe you get joy and satisfaction merely knowing that you are helping others; for me, there also has to be the hint that I am going to learn something new.

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